The End of May is Here

Well May is just about over. That was too fast! I didn't get a chance to really enjoy it. I have been jobless for about a year. In the past 2 weeks I have been on 3 interviews. This was the first time I have ever interviewed for my talent (Web Design). Figure after owing 45,000 in student loans and 16 classses shy of a Bachelor's Degree it's the least I could do. So far no call backs. I did receive 1. I called her back, left message and no return. 1 position wanted me to travel the state, newsletter, web design, graphic design and set up fundraisers for 12 bucks and hour! Are you freakin' kidding me!? Fuck em. So, my student loans are deferred and i owe about 2500 in credit card bills(not a lot plan to pay off now!). One company did a credit check because this position was for a bank. She called back with questions about my credit, but i can't get in contact with her. Obviously, she wasn't interested. Did they think I was going to rob the bank or program some code to deduct funds?

Whatever.

Anywho, stumbled upon some design work. Pocket some change, paid some bills. I must be procrastinating because I was suppose to print flyers to distribute and have yet to do so. The way the economy is today I'm sure people need design work to start their own business. I just lost focus in the past 2 years. Real life shit hit me in the face. Stuff i'm still unsure of. How come I can not wrap my brain around it!(talking to myself)

I am almost coming to the conclusion I am equipt to succeed on my own and NOT work for anyone else, perhaps work with! It's too much of a headache. Interviews are starting to piss me off. Next interview, i'm going to interview their ass and see how they like it. I am pretty good with interviews. I seem to win them over. Just, what they are asking for that price is RIDICULOUS! Robbery. Thanks to my best friend aka lover for holding me down while i go through this jobless crisis (even though ...i won't finish that statement). I feel like i am going backwards! lol. Really! It's sorta funny. I know God is setting me up with something sweet. :)

May total Creative Wallet
$725 - Not a good month. Better than last month though. I'm sure things will pick up!